As if anyone is going to read this since my blog is new. I need some inspiration. I just can't seem to get motivated. Everyday it is the same thing... I take my daughter to school and I come home and spend the day with my 3 year old. We do nothing. We watch some cartoons in the morning while we eat our breakfast. Then we turn the t.v. off and just sit here. Whether I make lunch or do the dishes or laundry... it doesn't matter we just hang here. I need to do something with my son and also do something for myself. Since I work nights and weekends and saying I work retail, my funds are so limited. Thus the reason we don't go anywhere or do anything. I don't even have the extra cash to go grab a cup of coffee and a muffin.
When I was in college I took some painting classes and graduated with a minor in 2 dimensional art. I loved making art and being creative. I feel that I need to get back to my old self... runner, artist, health nut... I feel like now that I have kids... I don't do anything for me. I am not me. I've become the middle aged stay at home mom who really doesn't feel like getting out of my pajamas or taking a shower. Some may call it depression but I don't see it as depression as much as limitations.
